I forgot who I was, lost my voice, and became a shadow or ghost of who I once was. I've become an unhappy, depressed individual who forsook all my friends, moved away from my family, lost my wealth and my fame all because I lost myself within someone else. I let it slip away from me over time til it was to late to fix it. I really didn't earn it so I didn't appreciate it as much as I should have. It all came to me rather easily when I realized I was 'ENDOWED' with something special (PUN-INTENDED). I used to have a great life, full of friends, wealth, family, & fame. We all envision our lives as turning out perfect as children, especially those of us who came from nothing, but we rarely work towards making that vision turn into a reality.